So I'm a freshman/sophmore at my college and classes had just started up yesterday and already am I not wanting to be there, I think it's the weather you know? It's cold and not fun to drive in and then walk like a mile from the car to where the college is located, I go to a community college and I drive everyday, but I just want to stay in and sleep, because for some weird reason I can't sleep unless it's like super late at night, and it kills me, when I have to get up and go to class, it's not like my classes are early this semester, the earliest one I have is 9, and that's a lab, class wise Bio's at 10, and that's, my earliest. But still, my head is in break mode, stay up all night, sleep all day etc. kinda the college thing to do huh? Well, not if you've got willpower, and I've got that, although sometimes I wish I didn't have it as strong as I do, sometimes I just want to let lose and be a normal college girl, but I live at home, don't have a boyfriend in a world where I'm the only one except for my cat,(my sisters have informed me that now I'm the only one who can dance to that song and have it mean something. Nice huh?)
So anyways I have two night classes one is borning as anything, and there's no eye candy :(
Same in my sociology class I really want a boyfriend this semester, but I really really doubt it. If I can't get a friend of mine can't bother to pick up his damn phone and text me his fucking number or reply to my myspace and facebook message, then how am I supposed to think when I really like a guy. I'm this close *holds up thumb and pointer finger about a centimeter close* from telling him to either be a fucking better friend or stay the hell outta my life 'cause I don't need godholes like him. He's done this shit before and I talked to him, but now fuck it I'm through with putting up with his shit. I'd hate to see what he'd be like as a boyfriend, I pity the girl who dates him, and he marries.
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